windu sgt2..

again~~bgn2 tdo je..aku rase sebak sgt dada ni n terus nanges..
aku wndu kat sm1 ni..tp xdpt nk kontek da..
sbg pengubat windu, aku cal mak aku,,
windu mak jugak..lega sket bl dpt ckp ngn mak..
hepy dgr suare mak sbb mak ckp dia sihat..
mcm2 borak ngn mak td..

kdg2 aku terpikir..cmne la nk idup nnt bile mak da xde..
mak da tua sgt da..
aku xpnh lupe doakan utk mak n ayh aku..
dorg byk sgt da berkorban utk aku..
hope sempat bals jasa mak ayh aku dulu..
aku syg sgt kat mak n ayh..
wlpun mak da tua, mak tetap fhm perasaan aku bl aku tgh sedey..

nnt sape nk pujuk aku n aku nk ngadu kat sape?
sape nk gnti mak bl mak da xde?
ya allah..pjgkan la umo mak n ayh..
aku syg kat mak n ayh..aku sanggup mati dulu drpd mereka..
hope allah salu lindungi mak n ayh aku..
xsabar nk balik umh..

bored~~

mmg sgt bosan sejak dua menjak ni kan..
yela sbb da xde sape nk teman aku :(
tp life must go on..
aku nk hepykan diri aku blk n bg mase kat diri aku sendiri..
aku xmo sedey2 n sakit pale da wlpn jauh di sudut hati ni
(lagu sudirman :P )hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui..

so drpd aku bosan xde nk wtpe, bek aku update blog aku ni kan?haha~~
padahal byk gile asngmnt yg aku kene siapkan!
maklumla , da nk final exam kan..
tensen sgt da ujng2 sem ni sbb sgt byk keje n xsiap pn lg!
xlame da nk final exam da..
xsabar nk cuti sem..!!!!nk dok umh sampai lebam smbil menggemox kan smule bdn ni :)

tp bile pk balik, xsbr nk abes blaja sbb nk keje..
mcm besh je keje ni sbb nk kumpul duit..
nk beli kete besar, umh besar..
pling pnting nk bls jasa mak ayh n kakak2 aku..
xlupe gak kpd insan yg da byk tlg n support aku..
hope impian aku ni tercapai n dibuka pntu rezeki utk aku..
insha allah..

:'(

GAMBAR2 NI LA YG DIA GMBR KAN AS DAT GURL..

1ST PIX: HE MISS HER SO MUCH

2ND PIX: SHE IS A DOCTOR, DATS Y HE USED DOC'S STUFFS..

3RD: HE GIVES HIS HEART TO HER..NOT ME :'(


don noe how to start..tp aku mmg tersgt2 sdey skng ni..
aku jd kan blog ni utk luahkan ape yg aku rase ttg relationship aku yg sbnrnye..
aku mmg da xde pape ngn DIA..
mmg slh aku..aku mmg nk berubah..
n aku hrp DIA dpt bg aku peluang utk berubah n baiki relationship kitorg..
tp aku xdpt sume tu..

DIA dah pun jmp pengganti aku yg sgt2 better dr aku..
sape lah aku kan..time hepy sumenye indah..
bl da jd cmni, sennag2 je lupe kat aku..

actually, aku br pas bc blog DIA..
hati aku tersgt2 sdey ngn entry yg dia post d latest ni..
sume pasal pompuan tu je..
dia beria nafikan kat aku..mcm2 yg dia nafikan wlpun aku tau dia tpu aku..
myb nk jaga hati aku tp?
bl aku tau, aku lg sakit ati..
mmg da TERBUKTI SUMENYE..wlpun aku tau dia xkan jelaskan kat aku, aku tau..
DIA da bg HEART dia kat org len n aku tau dorg da kapel..
tp dia tetap xngaku..
post pasal aku dlm blog dia, spjg kapel ngn aku, ade SATU je..
tp aku tgk, dia da delete da..sedey sgt :'(

nape dia xnk jelaskan kat aku lgsg?
dia da xpeduli ape yg aku rase..
dia da xmsg n cal aku LANGSUNG..
aku cal pun dia xangkat da..
dia juz reply msg aku THRU MAIL JE..
tu pun sehari 2x o xe lgsg..sedey sgt rase..
aku tau dia nk saving crdt tu utk gf br dia sbb dia gune bil, mahal..

aku mmg da xpenting utk dia..
byk yg aku nk luahkan tp ntahla..
byk sgt, teramat byk yg aku nk tulis sbnrnye..
aku sedey sgt2..xsangka..biarla dia xnk explain pun,
aku tetap tau yg btl wlpun dia nafikan..

aku sedey sgt2..ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI SEGALANYA..
sedey sgt bc entry2 dia kat fb pasal pompuan tu..
dia sgt rindukan pompuan tu..BKN AKU>>
SAPE LA AKU SKNG NI..
jiwe aku terseksa sgt2..sedey sgt..

aku hrpkan yg terbaek antra aku ngn dia tp,
dia mmg xnk aku da..dia da ade pengganti..
yg mmg jauh lg baek dr aku..

broken heart

byk sgt yg aku nak luahkan..
tp aku xde mase skng nk cite sume..
xtau nk mule cmne..
aku sedey sgt skang..
aku xde tmpt ngadu,,
afta abes final ni br aku igt nk cite sket2..

aku sedey sgt..kecewa..tuhan je yg tau..
dulu laen, skng laen..
aku xbole trima tp aku kene trima gak..
aku kene kuat..
tp ssh sgt..
xtau nk ckp cmne lg..

aku akn jadikan blog ni sbg tmpt aku luahkan perasaan dr mula sampai akhir kisah ni..
hope dpt tenangkan aku..
aku perlukan kekuatan..

aku sedey sgt skng..
aku rase ilang sumenye..
aku sedey sgt..
frust, kecewa,,sume ade..

sumenye hancur..
hancur sehancurnye..
kite merancang..tuhan yg tentukan..

HUMAN RESOURCE SOCIETY

WHY I'M CHOOSING HR FOR MY DEGREE??

Before I'm continuing my degree, i was a Computer Science student at UiTM Jengka, Pahang.

Everything gone well along my diploma in Computer Science but the major problem is i can't go on with the programming subject :'( It is the main subject for my course.

Part1 was the first time I'm taking the programming subject.. Looks like i can't understand anything..I'm just remember the syntax..I'm understand just a little..how bad it was???

Programming is not a subject to remember but u should understand how its work..huh..!!i can't go with that!

My friends and I were in our practical training during we are busy with degree application form.They ask me whether i want to continue my degree on CS or i want to change my course. wah! It's time to apply degree..!!! I'm confusing on making choice for my degree :'(

I'm asking for my lecturer's opinion and they said, if i want to change my course, they suggest to choose Human Resource under Faculty of Business Management due to the chances that available in real working environment. So, I'm just follow my lecturer's advice n I'm choosing HR as my degree. I'm really want to change my course..!!!

I hope this is my good and best decision for my future. I promise to myself to study hard n should score for my degree. Now, I'm already 3 months as a HR student. I'm really enjoy it and hope i can get the best result for myself until I'm graduate =D

i faLL in LOVE . . .

FRENCH..my final choice..

During early semester, all students are busy with their registration subjects. For me, its quite difficult to me because i am a Part1 student and i am new in Business Management Faculty.

Due to my decision to change course from Computer Science to Human Resource, i need to choose which third language that i should learn for this semester because, during my Diploma, i didn't take any third language.

I had been discussed with my friends which language that we need to choose. There are several choices such as Mandarin, Arabic, Korean, French and many more. Finally, we choose French as our third language =D

I'm really enjoy with the class. I love my lecturer, Mademoiselle Lee Sah. She is very sporting and I'm really really enjoy it..!!!I'm also have a very cheerful classmates. I love them all..!!!

Learning French is a very great moment..Here are some phrase that you can learn..

Je m'appelle Rose
(my name is Rose)

J'habite a Kuala Lipis
(I lives in Kuala Lipis)

Bonjour
(Hye, hello, Good Morning)