broken heart

byk sgt yg aku nak luahkan..
tp aku xde mase skng nk cite sume..
xtau nk mule cmne..
aku sedey sgt skang..
aku xde tmpt ngadu,,
afta abes final ni br aku igt nk cite sket2..

aku sedey sgt..kecewa..tuhan je yg tau..
dulu laen, skng laen..
aku xbole trima tp aku kene trima gak..
aku kene kuat..
tp ssh sgt..
xtau nk ckp cmne lg..

aku akn jadikan blog ni sbg tmpt aku luahkan perasaan dr mula sampai akhir kisah ni..
hope dpt tenangkan aku..
aku perlukan kekuatan..

aku sedey sgt skng..
aku rase ilang sumenye..
aku sedey sgt..
frust, kecewa,,sume ade..

sumenye hancur..
hancur sehancurnye..
kite merancang..tuhan yg tentukan..

HUMAN RESOURCE SOCIETY

WHY I'M CHOOSING HR FOR MY DEGREE??

Before I'm continuing my degree, i was a Computer Science student at UiTM Jengka, Pahang.

Everything gone well along my diploma in Computer Science but the major problem is i can't go on with the programming subject :'( It is the main subject for my course.

Part1 was the first time I'm taking the programming subject.. Looks like i can't understand anything..I'm just remember the syntax..I'm understand just a little..how bad it was???

Programming is not a subject to remember but u should understand how its work..huh..!!i can't go with that!

My friends and I were in our practical training during we are busy with degree application form.They ask me whether i want to continue my degree on CS or i want to change my course. wah! It's time to apply degree..!!! I'm confusing on making choice for my degree :'(

I'm asking for my lecturer's opinion and they said, if i want to change my course, they suggest to choose Human Resource under Faculty of Business Management due to the chances that available in real working environment. So, I'm just follow my lecturer's advice n I'm choosing HR as my degree. I'm really want to change my course..!!!

I hope this is my good and best decision for my future. I promise to myself to study hard n should score for my degree. Now, I'm already 3 months as a HR student. I'm really enjoy it and hope i can get the best result for myself until I'm graduate =D

i faLL in LOVE . . .

FRENCH..my final choice..

During early semester, all students are busy with their registration subjects. For me, its quite difficult to me because i am a Part1 student and i am new in Business Management Faculty.

Due to my decision to change course from Computer Science to Human Resource, i need to choose which third language that i should learn for this semester because, during my Diploma, i didn't take any third language.

I had been discussed with my friends which language that we need to choose. There are several choices such as Mandarin, Arabic, Korean, French and many more. Finally, we choose French as our third language =D

I'm really enjoy with the class. I love my lecturer, Mademoiselle Lee Sah. She is very sporting and I'm really really enjoy it..!!!I'm also have a very cheerful classmates. I love them all..!!!

Learning French is a very great moment..Here are some phrase that you can learn..

Je m'appelle Rose
(my name is Rose)

J'habite a Kuala Lipis
(I lives in Kuala Lipis)

Bonjour
(Hye, hello, Good Morning)

bRand nEw

mY bAbY LaPPy..

This is my new baby lappy that my dad bougth for me..
Acer Aspire 4736z =D

How i get my new lappy?
My dad bought this lappy on 20 February, 2010..
I am doing my homework on 19 February 2010 using my very old and season lappy. Then, suddenly i got a fight with my boyfriend and then i felt so stressed..!! I locked my room then i cried so much. My mom was so worried then i opened the door. I cried in front of her then my mom asked whats the problem. I told her that i got a fight with my bf and stressed with the lappy because it function very slowly.Its difficult me to finish my work, especially when accessed to the internet. I asked her for a new lappy then she promised me that tomorrow she will told my dad about my request.

Tomorrow morning, after my breakfast, i asked my dad bout the new lappy. Without my expectation, he asked me to follow him on the spot to buy the new lappy. I felt so excited..!!! Thanks to my mom because she told my dad earlier than me =D i love my dad n my mom so much..!!!

After I'm coming back from buying the lappy, I'm testing the lappy then i called my mom to take a look to my lappy. She was very happy then she gave me a big hug n kissed me on my cheek. She asked me to study hard and focus on my study. Don't think much about my problems with my bf and she hopes that with the new lappy, i can do my homework efficiently. Sh e asked me to take good care of the lappy because its not easy to get money.. Her words give me strength to lives even i feel so sad.. :'(

I love my mom n my dad so much..!!!
Thanks for everything and i promise to fulfilled your wish..
Insya-Allah..

rOspaTa..

people: what is your name?

me:rospata..
people:huh?
me:ros...pa..ta..people:owh, so weird
people:how u get your name?
people:who gives u that name?
people:your name is uniquepeople:are u mix?

yes, i know that my name is unique,weird,
compared to my other siblings..
mimi suriati,noorafzan, nor haryati, nor farizan, ME, radziah, and azreen syaheera

I'm always diffrent from my other siblings..
I am the only one who was born in Kuala Lumpur..
My mom said that, she had a very hard time during delivering me so,
the doctor transfered us to Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur..
The day i was born, 14 april 1986,
there was a confrence called P.A.T.A, i can't remember the full name but u can find it at the back of the dictionary..
The conference was held on 9 until 16 April 1986..
The conference is about turtle, penyu..
I'm still remember, one of my teacher at primary school, called me penyu..
I keep on guessing, why she called me penyu?
I asked my mom about that then she told me the story..

I'm proud to be ROSPATA because i think, I'm the only one in this big big world who has a name like this =D and wherever i go, peoples are so easy to remember my WEIRD NAME . . . I'm proud because at least, people did not know me as a no name girl.. THANKS AGAIN TO MY BELOVED MOM N DAD. . .

mY hEarT & mY sOuL..

My heart's name is Mohamad bin Bakar,
59 years old..

My soul's name is Wan Noresah binti Wan Ahmad,
62 years old..
I cant imagine living without them. I love them damn much, more than everything. Thanks Allah for giving me a happy family. They are always be by my side, the time i need someone share..

To mom and dad, I'm always remember n miss u..Hope u always pray for me n i promise to take care of you when u are getting elder and elder.. I'm always pray to Allah for your happiness and may Allah always by your side.. I miss u mom and dad.. :'(

my BELOVED siblings.. :-*
youngest sis(ADIK), 2nd sissy(KAK INTAN) in front:me ;),im d 5th..!!!, 4th sissy(IJAN), 3rd sissy(KAK CIK), younger sis(AZIE) my eldest sissy, kak long, she was not here, hehe ;)

having a great holiday @ GENTING, world of entertainmentTo all my siblings, I'm happy for having a great sissy like u all.. Hope we can be a good daughter to our lovely mom and dad ;D . . . Insya-allah..